i would like to deeply apologize to the person on my atabook who i told i would update my site in november bc unless i lock in today...

thanksgiving was not as bad as i expected because i actually felt confident-ish in my body for once. am i Healing?

thanksgiving continues to fill me with nothing but utter dread so i will stay up all night and read shadowvanilla fanfics

wheres the yuri at

the thought of thanksgiving fills me with nothing but dread and the only good thing about it is i get off from school. SIGH

sometimes i forget i exist

i dont know what shrine i should make first. i have too many options……. I need to be productive

i will either make a shrines page and at least one shrine or i will do a whole lot of nothing today. lets see which

i forgot to update November 11th was a joyous day for fujoluci. I NEED TO UPDATE MY SITE AAAHHHHHH

pocky day means there is a teeny tiny chance i will see my fav ship FINALLY drawn kissing. Im screaming in joy

the eclairs sucked. that was a week ago uhhh I miss blueyellow. I MISS TRUTHLESS RECLUSE

my mama bought eclairs….. mama……… so yummy.. i wuv desserts. besides that i wanna be an artist I GOTTA PRACTICE

guys i have an incredible idea..... but besides that I am doing nothing productive besides grinding on pjsk and crk

i havent coded anything in like. days. and i havent worked on my site in a month ueeeeh I PROMISE IM NOT DEAD i'll do my about page soon!!

locked in on literally everything except my schoolwork. im cooked. fried. chopped.

have you ever quit therapy and meds then like a month after dropping everything you suddenly feel the gnawing emptiness again. Fuck my life

it my birthday. also im yumepilled. i cannot wait for my presents Yay Presents Yay ❤️❤️❤️

what if smilk was tsukasa and capple was emu and blapphire was rui and recluse was nene. What if that happened I NEED TO LOCK IN

i love eternal sugar cookie soooooo much she's so me. yuri forever!

my mom ordered the plushies i crashed out over yay! also silent salt release has killed me i am dead now goodbye everyone