woooow

also gonna get a whole birthday cake cause i havent had one since 18 i think

next time i have an opportunity to celebrate my bd im gonna celebrate all 7 of them that ive ignored

i'll get out of here eventually

you know whats free ? crying

magical morning

made some mashed sweet potatoes with crushed sunflower seeds and fermented black beans, turned out very nice! gonna buy more sweet potatoes

one day !!!

im not giving up but things suck

after years of drinking coffee just black i now drink it with cinnamon like a fool

wasnt ready for cold and darkness as usual, dont know what to do now, worried

i'll try again tomorrow

🍄

maybe one day ...

just one more month of days getting darker and i have to face it with courage

weird day

2010...

woke up crying (wasnt sad) - never happened to me before

i'm just looking for love

peanut butter oil salt & pepper dressing + fresh veggies + warm rice, all mixed, fried egg on top, eaten with a spoon. very comforting