did a lot today, feeling sooo strange. i miss my friends, i wish we could all spend time together in person

feeling awful, body and mind hates me, but i have palm pal alien to hold

spring has passed me by.

put me down like a sick dog

i have to learn to live on my own

i havent spent this much time alone since i was a little kid

everything feels so weird and gross

alien

on my own

im trying to journal and keep myself busy, otherwise i just pester people

today has been hard. im really tired

stop barking at the door. you're scaring people away

i feel gross

waiting on a phonecall. my heart has been in my throat for weeks

my life has changed so much recently, i feel so lost and confused

now im home i realise how quiet my life is. i dont talk to anyone

im losing the things i care about most

i love like a dog

had some nice food, went for a walk around town. Feeling calmer than i have in a while

Caroline, Please Kill Me Coma Cinema