waiting on a phonecall. my heart has been in my throat for weeks

my life has changed so much recently, i feel so lost and confused

now im home i realise how quiet my life is. i dont talk to anyone

im losing the things i care about most

i love like a dog

had some nice food, went for a walk around town. Feeling calmer than i have in a while

Caroline, Please Kill Me Coma Cinema

Caroline, Please Kill Me Coma Cinema

things hurt, but i want them to get better. a new normal

kae tempest - circles

my heart hasn't returned to a normal rate in days. its still pounding and making me sick in my sleep

i wish i were stronger

tree food

anxious to the point of nausea for like... a week straight

things will feel okay soon. not food for trees yet.

my life is kinda a little bit going down the drain.

listening to hold music. thinking of downing something that'll give me a headache tomorrow

feeling weak.

my head doesnt hurt anymore :)