You want to shrink until you’re small enough to hold. If you did, would they keep you safe? Would you even deserve that?

I will soon see a day where each task isn't a mountain. I don't know when. but I can work towards it one step at a time

hazel evermore

got back from a week staying with my friend in quebec! i love my friends i want to stay with them forever

its kinda crazy that i wanted hrt for so long and now i have it. it just happening now. its just a thing now. i did it

we persist

and as anyone who rides the rails would tell you, enough change can get you anywhere.

I don't like when it all feels hollow but I know I just have to exist long enough to get past it

i'll read you a bedtime story while you go pee. i'll read you a pee-time story while you go bed?

i wont make a noise i will go where u say i will have the softest fur and the widest wettest eyes that will stare up at you uncomprehending

i need to take the Everything pill

i am terribly ill. i think i shall pass away

had my first ever counseling session today

sometimes I get a little vulny when I hamble

you gotta add bitcrush to the beepbox piano preset or its just trash. everyone knows this

laying in bed like a rotisserie chicken while I'm trying to sleep

congratulations tofu for being my latest food fixation

stimulation seeking behaviour

made jerk tofu. maybe there is goodness in the world after all

I'm not actually sure if anyone I know knows I post here/pays attention to it