my last day at my job is really in one week??? this is so insane bc it's my longest job, but better things are coming for sure <3.

a few days ago i put my 2 weeks in & it's just now hitting me lol. fuck it we ball, i gotta do what's best for me.

i almost quit my job today, i cried otw home, this week has been so much and i bought gummies to cope with myself. i'm so tired bro, sigh.

sometimes dressing up and going out by yourself is needed <3

i keep messing up my theme bc i keep forgetting to create backups when testing things out...anyways, i'm making progress on my neocities!!!

redoing my neocities again!!! finally felt motivated enough to do so :p

i don't know how i feel anymore, but i do know that it has to change. everything must change, i'm so tired.

too much is focking going on guys and i'm just so ugh. i need to lock in so bad fr

although its hard bc i'm such a loving person, not caring is the best thing i've done so far. no matter what, always put yourself first <333

i genuinely don't really know what i'm doing with myself anymore tbh, i'm just here hoping for the best ngllllllll

y'all this work week has been sooooo wack, i hate ittt. every day has been something and i just cannot, someone save meeee

i saw nosferatu like two days ago and i can't stop thinking about it, freaky ass movie fr (so good tho def rec!!!!)

i don't even know how to feel anymore, everything just feels so ??? i can't let it win tho, i refuse

ugh i don't wanna go to work, buuuu