still an atheist. still wanna cut my family off. enlightenment: reached?

anxiety srsly crawls up on me like a beast I need to tame everyday huh

how have i changed so much in merely a week

the grind begins...I hope I can remember many small things

its actlly rlly annoying how any social interaction sends me into a tizzy of self doubt. my god

hellow world...i dom't want to fucking study