my main problem is that i keep waiting for my life to start. but it has. i'm the one stalling.

unstoppable force (my desire to quit my job) vs unmovable object (need money)

thinking about what to cut to further reduce my screen time when i'm already off most social media sites

i destroy everything i touch

the world is good, it actually is

What does it matter?

i wish i could ditch my smartphone and buy a dumbphone but alas all my family and friends only communicate via whatsapp

what if it's not meant for me (love)?

some days i worry so much that my creativity is never getting back, no matter how much time i give it

restless restless restless

I think digital minimalism is the way to go for me from now on

I should've majored in computer science

wishing i could more easily open up in my romantic relationships

i get so overwhelmed by how much i want to do/learn/see/experience

feeling detached from people

wrecked by covid