finally recovered and now i get to spend ~9 hours in the same place that spending 1 hour in took me out for 2 months. Wonderful

YAY 2026

nothing like deadlines to make me sleepy

healthy enough to be coherent again YAAAAAY 🥰🌷✨️ now i got 2 days to do what i wanted to do over the past 2 months. Pray

🌷 クリスマス: survived! healing: continuing! things are looking up, YIPPIE

メリークリスマス！祝你圣诞快乐！happy holidays! ♡

gave into my demons like 3 times in the past 24 hours and chugged water even though i knew i was taunting the devil... 10/10 will do again

at that point where every sip of water makes boss battle music play

today survived safely... now to survive クリスマス…

i want to write... but only things that i'm not supposed to be writing. the curse persists

it's just like avenged 7x said... u think it's over it's but it's just begun (ENT infection).

need to salvage my sleep schedule BADLY