low again. i can't wait until i don't feel this dread 24/7

my copy of the third person by emma grove arrived :o)

i hate ocd, 2 bad things happened back to back and i'm trying to convince myself i didn't somehow cause them

i want a better life even if it seems impossible. i'm not going to stop until something improves!

i was so right to be worried. i don't know what the hell i'm going to do

doctor's appointment, kind of worried about it

horrible afternoon. trying to make it better though

weather sucks. minecraft in my jamas time

i feel so alien sometimes

first status :o)