expecting something new, and getting something old - trying to accept the return of something i can't control.

just waiting; maybe there is tomorrow

waiting can be fun, but the ending never comes

there's something there that i just cannot see

will the future come? should it?

life will be good - i will make a good life - i will be good - i will make a good self

?

?

i look towards the future and i sit desolate in the past

how deep i love - how long forever will be!

i will find you in the night life / i will kill you in my next life

i missed you - welcome home, my love!

can't seem to hold it together, yet nowhere left to fall apart

i keep you in my heart, and i keep a goal in mind!

unsure; yet on i go

lots of life things are coming soon and i can only wait

to hear your voice ...

the future is bright only if you are in it

i can't wait for you

i'll keep trying.