i couldn't do anything at work yesterday, i just slept all day. today i'll have to sit longer because of that, and i'm already sleepy...

pills make me sleepy.

i like onigiri emoji. 🍙

i think i need to go back on meds.

wanna buy mp3 player again.

i like that this place lets me stay anonymous enough while i post. i know for sure that no one i know is here.

f*ck. i don't know who he is. he just feels so... familiar.

idk. today i... uhh. did something ig? not much. but i did go for a walk.

if you stay silent all the time, no one will be able to tell you that you have a beautiful voice.

still listen to Japanese music.

i just want to say thank you to our co-host for calming us down.

spend *one hour* on sql query. what. where is my time? just... how?

i couldn't get out of bed today. i had to write to my boss and ask him to allow me to work from home.

interests change with each switch. i don't know what _I_ want.

i'm tired of my memory problems. it's fragmented and constantly resets due to dissociation.

current special interest: zine making.

insomnia s*cks. i wanna sleep, but i can't.

i'm hungry. :(