i'm not jealous i'm not jealous i'm not jealous... fuck, i'm jealous.

kinda eepy. wanna go home.

i'm so tired of being mute when i'm around these people.

trying to ask my boss to work from home today bc i feel sick.

i'm so f*cking nervous, it hurts.

i have to clean the apartment and understand the code in two projects before the morning... uhh, good night, i guess?

i like my work, but i just can't do it for some reason. i don't know why. it sucks.

my brain just refuses to work.

i don't wanna wooooooork.........

i couldn't do anything at work yesterday, i just slept all day. today i'll have to sit longer because of that, and i'm already sleepy...

pills make me sleepy.

i like onigiri emoji. 🍙

i think i need to go back on meds.

wanna buy mp3 player again.

i like that this place lets me stay anonymous enough while i post. i know for sure that no one i know is here.

f*ck. i don't know who he is. he just feels so... familiar.

idk. today i... uhh. did something ig? not much. but i did go for a walk.

if you stay silent all the time, no one will be able to tell you that you have a beautiful voice.

still listen to Japanese music.

i just want to say thank you to our co-host for calming us down.