So entirely sick of everything.

Getting drunk before I go to sleep. Need to get up early. I stayed at a nice Motel yesterday with my boyfriend, it was fun. Life can be fun.

Feelin' fine...

I miss you. Someone posted about a song that you like and now I'm miserable. I don't know what we're doing anymore, but I still love you.

Hehe. Hehehe... Hehe..

I need to sleep soon-ish. Gonna keep drinking first. I have an appointment tomorrow... T^T I'm so tempted to dig into my savings...

Getting drunk while watching Markiplier, as you do. Trying to avoid my shortlisting. Why did I even mention it, FAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

These bug bites plus my already worsening hives is fucking horrible. I hate being itchy so much. OMFG -____-

I should be asleep but once I wake up in the night, the demons start trying to eat my brain. I have to stay distracted or they will get me.