fyodor 🎬 6 days ago
I constantly feel like I am performing. I don't know what it would be like to live authentically as myself. I don't know if I can.
Santi's Diary
I constantly feel like I am performing. I don't know what it would be like to live authentically as myself. I don't know if I can.
I think I was just using him as an outlet to project my feelings for Dahlia since he left me. I miss him deeply.
I care more about embarrassing myself than anything else in this situation.
I'm so confused.
Nobody appreciates devotion nowadays.
I don't know where to start.
I hope they break up.