im actually having a really good day for once!! symptoms arent crushing me, i've done school and now website work (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

good timezone everybody!!

its weird that no matter what i do my site doesnt feel like mine. i mean i know why but theres literally nothing i can do about it

honestly i dont know if im feeling the scrapbook look im going for but thats what the variables are for

i wish all my friends had websites too... it feels kinda lonely by myself here :( idk how to make smallweb friends either

why is deciding on a site style so difficulttt

statuscafe reminds me of the victorious pearphone status — feeling: in the zone

i like marquees i dont care that theyre deprecated theyre cute — im very chatty today huh

alright my site is gonna look terrible for god knows how long but this restructuring is needed if i wanna make any progress with it

i wish math wasnt real... i just wanna skip to learning things i actually want to use

my file structure is messy rn but if i fix it the site's gonna be broken for god knows how long.. do i just go for it help

why does trying to do math make me feel immediately stupid even though i know it.. curse this dumb brain fog

my worst sin is using as many style attributes as i do.. i plan to cut that down with the redesign hopefully

oh. oh thats a weird feeling i dont like that

i should be doing math but all i can think about is website and art so uhm. screw my education ig

i always get kinda stuck between wanting to make a really old looking website but also wanting it to be super good and detailed yknow

me when my disability actually disables me

i think it's worth a shot, probably work on some more hlvrai stuff tonight and then back to schoolwork tomorrow (sob)

got my portfolio page done, not sure if i should apply tomorrow though

i wanna redesign my homepage bc its so poorly coded bUT IF I DO THAT I HAVE TO REFORMAT LIKE EVERY PAGE MAN