realizing how much i relate to the lyrics of "my diorama" from stomach book... for... totally mentally healthy reasons

i'm so so tired of this.

there's NO WAY my site got 400 views today what the FUCK /pos

the medical system here is terrible and i need to find out what's going on with me. :(

i love iframes so bad i can't stop raving about them

why is this webring script straight up killing the iframes

need to do some math work and style the webdeck player button

my site's daily viewcount is actually a little scary right now—i wanna work on the site more but man i NEED to do my math work atp

okay it was a webring script thank god. i'll fix that tomorrow

wait a minute... my site broke... what happen...

suddenly my code editor is refusing to.. do the code properly. exact same html works on my site but not in the editor LMAO??/

NEW SITE LAYOUT!!! WOOT WOOT

*shaking* ok im gonna update it pleaes dont break on me

every few months i'm like "i just need to lock in" and push through my symptoms until i crash again like an idiot

not editing myself to be more palatable

i wish i lived in the city.. or at least closer to it (i live an unwalkable distance away and i don't have my license yet)

its taken me this long because any time i get a new idea for something i wanna go see how other people did it and then i get sucked down the rabbithole

iframes are a gift

feels kinda hopeless knowing there's something wrong with you you cant fix that other people don't see—basically just constant "get over it"

wow i only slept for like 4 hours i didn't realize that would happen when i laid down at 6:30 in the goddamn morning