now it's 3am, and what have i done with my entire life?

making kraft mac... mmm 🤤

please god i dont want to die as mediocre as i am

i think i'd be dead if i wasn't such a pussy

woke up #unfortunate

i'll nap, and what if i never wake up again? what then?

you know what, the sun will rise another day

wait nvm i got reminded ao3 is down and my rp partner has yet to respond HOW am i supposed to get my bedtime story NOW!!!! UGHGHH

i think today has been a decent day compared to the past freaking MONTH.

i need a proper blogging site . . . except im rlly bad at coding ): the ppl need to hear me bitch and complain !

genuinely might kms

i can think of exactly 0 good reasons for why i feel this depressed

‧₊ ♪˚⊹ ❛❛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ᴊᴏʙ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴊᴏʙ, ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡꜱ ɪ’ᴍ ᴍɪꜱᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ ɴᴏᴡ. ❞ (The Smiths) ˎˊ˗

do you ever feel like everyone secretly hates you and is mad at you? because i sure do ughhh

‧₊ ♪˚⊹ ❛❛ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏꜰ ʀᴇᴄᴋʟᴇꜱꜱ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ, ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ? ❞ (Strange Disease, Prozzak) ˎˊ˗

ED relapse wasn't on the to-do list this month but whatever (despite low appetite i could fuck up an A&W buddy burger or 5 right abt now)

doggie is sick and i am tired ):

for my next trick i'll need a gun, a little patience, and preferably a doctor

im GOING TO PASS OUT!!!!!! (dizzy style...)

bro everybody i know secretly hates me and wants me to die i know it in my soul. also i ate a whopper. yay.