i feel like such a fucking chud, therapy please save me. New blog post soon?

some subconscious impulse to feel pain

I feel my relationship with food is getting squirmy again and it's making me feel gross

Dinner with friends tonight om nom nom nom

iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung iron lung

I fucking love trans people, I'm so queer

Happy Valentine's Day! <3

Ordered a new sleeve for my Bontail, a new ring, and a cuban link bracelet I've wanted for years. Happy Valentine's to me!!

Cause, god, I've never felt young.

Could I be good on my own accord? Well heaven knows I need it cause god's a different sword. /lyr

I hope my shift goes by quickly today

My friend gets his first VR headset tomorrow! And I'm getting sushi tomorrow too! Depression hates a moving target, I'm locked in.

What's stopping me from barking at squirrels?

Can't deny it, my body keeps the score, but if you tell me that you need it, I can get up off my floor. /lyr

three steps forward, two steps back

gonna take a break from my website for awhile, i think

My brain feels mushy and soupy like a thawed frozen apple blugh

The older I get, the more I start to appreciate peppermints

EMDR on a big target today. I feel very strange

I'm gonna need etsy witches to lock the fuck in