Why does socializing feel like a humiliation ritual, why can't I just feel normal about it

listening to jazz while reading BL truly makes life worth living

I want to work on textures, but I'm also so tired

I hope when I'm old and gray, I'll still get to hear from my online friends that have been in my life since I was a kid. We grew up.

The autism has really been feeling like a disorder recently

cause I never really wanna feel the hurt from anybody, but it just keeps happening, yeah, it just keeps happening

GUYS I GOT THEM LETS HOPE I DIDN'T JUST GET SCAMMED OUT OF $200

There's like a 50/50 chance that I might have scored a full Vive 3.0 kit for $200,,,, I'm waiting to hear back from the seller please 🙏🏻

First blog post of the year! Top 5 Yaoi of 2025 :) https://fiddlestyx.neocities.org/blog#17

The sudden and unrelenting urge to make a clown model

Paid someone to make the Time symbol into .PES format, so I can finally live out my childhood dream of owning a God Tier Dave hoodie

My next blog post might be a "Top 5 Best BL/Yaoi I've Read in 2025" type of thing

I need a nap

Happy New Year! I learned last night that alcohol isn't really my thing,,,

My New Years Resolution is to not blend into the background of every social situation. 2016 will be my year

Happy New Year's Eve! I bought one Buzz Ball for tonight >:) Yeah you could say I'm kind of a party animal

Status Cafe is the best thing that's ever happened to me, I love this sweet little tool

I customized my homescreen on my phone with pictures of my oshis :3 I've never done something like that before, but I'm really happy with it

I'm gonna eat so much cheese

Does anyone else feel like the end of the year is particularly dreadful this year? Like I don't even feel real, what is happening