I've been really struggling to stay motivated recently, blugh

Hytale hate is so forced, I genuinely think some people just hate having fun

Thought too hard about Frieren on the way to work and started crying LOL

I'm a coward.

I just spent the past like 6 hours dramatically reading a terrible fanfiction to my friends, my throat hurts

The art in the latest You Are My World chapter is so fucking heat

Why does socializing feel like a humiliation ritual, why can't I just feel normal about it

listening to jazz while reading BL truly makes life worth living

I want to work on textures, but I'm also so tired

I hope when I'm old and gray, I'll still get to hear from my online friends that have been in my life since I was a kid. We grew up.

The autism has really been feeling like a disorder recently

cause I never really wanna feel the hurt from anybody, but it just keeps happening, yeah, it just keeps happening

GUYS I GOT THEM LETS HOPE I DIDN'T JUST GET SCAMMED OUT OF $200

There's like a 50/50 chance that I might have scored a full Vive 3.0 kit for $200,,,, I'm waiting to hear back from the seller please 🙏🏻

First blog post of the year! Top 5 Yaoi of 2025 :) https://fiddlestyx.neocities.org/blog#17

The sudden and unrelenting urge to make a clown model

Paid someone to make the Time symbol into .PES format, so I can finally live out my childhood dream of owning a God Tier Dave hoodie

My next blog post might be a "Top 5 Best BL/Yaoi I've Read in 2025" type of thing

I need a nap

Happy New Year! I learned last night that alcohol isn't really my thing,,,