i should've gone to college

quite literally everyone in my life believes i'm autistic

like i think it's funny how my mind fixates on the most random memories?? i still sometimes try to find their page again. it was like 2014

there was someone on tumblr many years ago that had this perfect tumblr theme that was studio ghibli/green themed and i still think about it

getting anxious because i want to watch so many movies

my love gave me flowers today i'm still giddy about it 🥹💗

couldn't wait to turn 15, then you blink, and it's been ten years

i need to write and read more. i've never felt as dumb as i do right now, this is crazy, i feel my brain frying and melting

tried using notion to organize my life and i gave up, once again

turning 25 in less than a month... my god

what if i rewatch nana. i will definitely be changed again because the last time i've seen it was in 2017

i miss 2016/2017 a lot sometimes. terrible years but i wish i could go back and make things different

don't work for a dental office ever. i feel like my brain has been fried

i miss having a best friend i feel so lonely all the time :(

my one dream, my only master

i'm exhausted and still i don't want to sleep

i'll have to go back to working next week i'm gonna cry

i want to go home and disappear into my room again, i don't belong by his side

the fact that i have to work today and that i'm working right now is very Sad

suddenly just thinking about how much i love my mother and getting emotional, i truly hope for her happiness