the moment i quit this job i'll quite literally buy a cake for myself

everything is so quiet when he's not here

every time i'm with a group of people i inevitably deeply distance myself and it's like i don't know how to be anything else

i wish i was able to socialize like a normal human being for once. i'm so tired of my mind being like this

i'm officially starting to play pokémon emerald (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ‹𝟹

today i called an insurance (for my job) and the "people" i talked to were all ai, they literally talked like real people i'm Scared

when it's this late at night my mind just becomes a vessel of desire and fear... i just want to be happy, i'm afraid i won't ever be

someone in my neighborhood is listening to army dreamers by kate bush omg

my eyesight keeps getting worse and i still haven't bought my glasses because expensive

i love dreamy instrumental music that make me feel like i'm floating

comendo docinhos de são cosme e damião ♡

i wish i could recover the playlists i had on 8tracks :(

i have jigglypuff and clefairy now yayyy

what if i rewatch secretary (2002) for the 300th time

need a sweet treat

someone please take my wisdom tooth Out i can't take it anymore

although at times very stressful and frustrating and makes me cry a lot. but i'm glad that i chose to insist instead of giving up

i started drawing a couple of months ago and i'm actually really happy with my progress. there's still much to learn but it has been fun

everything is itching and hurting inside of my brain right now can i please have some Peace

ohhh it seems like i can finally rest my head on something real