what if i rewatch nana. i will definitely be changed again because the last time i've seen it was in 2017

i miss 2016/2017 a lot sometimes. terrible years but i wish i could go back and make things different

don't work for a dental office ever. i feel like my brain has been fried

i miss having a best friend i feel so lonely all the time :(

my one dream, my only master

i'm exhausted and still i don't want to sleep

i'll have to go back to working next week i'm gonna cry

i want to go home and disappear into my room again, i don't belong by his side

the fact that i have to work today and that i'm working right now is very Sad

suddenly just thinking about how much i love my mother and getting emotional, i truly hope for her happiness

power and denji's bond is so sweet sometimes 🥹 chapter 71 is special

i want to be rich

the moment i quit this job i'll quite literally buy a cake for myself

everything is so quiet when he's not here

every time i'm with a group of people i inevitably deeply distance myself and it's like i don't know how to be anything else

i wish i was able to socialize like a normal human being for once. i'm so tired of my mind being like this

i'm officially starting to play pokémon emerald (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ‹𝟹

today i called an insurance company (for my job) and the "people" i talked to were all ai, they literally talked like real people i'm Scared

when it's this late at night my mind just becomes a vessel of desire and fear... i just want to be happy, i'm afraid i won't ever be

someone in my neighborhood is listening to army dreamers by kate bush omg