i've been trying to refocus myself for several days now... now's the time. now's the time.

gotta. refocus. myself

as much as tinkering with css might be frustrating, when you finally get a result you're happy with it feels soo good

need to get on that GRIND AHHHH

aaaaaaa why does my sense of identity keep SLIPPING through my fingers, i can't feel it i can't feel connected to it it's all over the place

brainstorming ideas while scribbling on a piece of paper is BROKEN

oh god the urge to rewatch bojack horseman

just created my neocities website... even though i have 0 motivation rn to do anything with it. i used to be so hyped about creating it...

lowkey hating people rn

helplessness.. such an unsettling, despairing feeling

exam tomorrow exam tomorrow

i used to look at my life and think that despite all the pain i had been through i wouldn't change a single thing.. but now....

i wish i could go back to times where i was a better person.. how can i recover a self that has been lost

whenever something related to gay people appears on the news iget so unwell and physically anxious bc i already know how my parents react :/

omg css can actually do pretty cool things

how weird is it to be unable to pee in public urinals because of social anxiety be honest 💔

i hate the tiktok situation, trump literally proposed to ban it in his first presidency, now he acts as the saviour. dumbest PR scheme ever

today i dreamed ThoughtSlime was Grimm from Hollow Knight

write down your thoughts, write down your emotions, let your mind flow through your pen. it can be really transformative

Dijkstra, Bellman-Ford, DFS, BFS, Huffman, idk how im supposed to store so many algorithms in my one single head T.T