11/11 watched the Count of Monte Cristo. Surprised I havent seen it before since V for Vendetta and Princess Bride are my favorite movies

Literally I start looking to the hills. Id go stay somewhere else if I could. But its only like 1 week every so often

Whatever my bfs emo problem is it really makes the house unlivable until he gets over it again.

There needs to be an annoyed emoji on here bc I'm always annoyed

So distracted and unfocused todayyyy what if I died

11/10 1:30pm feeling tired and stiff today. Having a hard time staying focused even though I really need to lock in

Today I went to a clothing swap. The organizers are super cliquey though and I'm always an outsider for those groups. Cuz of my crazy...

This last week its made me want to just walk off and keep walking. Also I feel like I recognize strangers. I've accidentally bothered 3 ppl.

11/9 12am: first off I tried this DMT vape last week and it was mid. But this week I've been way more insane so I can't do that...

11/6 2:30pm ohh my god my back hurts so bad today I feel like Im twisting into knots

People are still people regardless if theyre blood or if youre all lgbt or whatever. The same problems will come up. Its people problems

11/6/27 12am: the thing abt found family and community is that just because you picked doesnt mean there wont be dysfunction.

Wish me luck as a transgender in Florida

11/3 it does piss me off to think some degree of my current chronic pain is manifested from childhood SA tho

11/3 learning about the trauma-psoas connection. And this is basically just root Chakra stuff again.

11/2- good sex mostly fixed me but Im still fatigued

Happy Halloween

So you see. ocd.. I think good about myself for typically ignoring the track in my head of obsessive thoughts but its kind of kicking my ass

Feeling particularly insane and self conscious.

10/29 1:45pm- it was recently my birthday! Today, my back hurts