(10/22 4pm) sooo exhausted of life. Trying really hard to stay positive but getting exhausted of holding it down.

9/23/26 5pm- Beautiful the Spider passed away. She was a very beautiful spider. I had her about a year and caught her from outside

RIP DOLLY PARTON AND TIM CURRY

7/29 9pm- last night BF had drag. It was nice to see all our people. Benefit for planned parenthood

7/28/26 12:30pm- Its a sunny cooler day. It rained all yesterday and its nice out now.

The couch.... casts its spells of sleepy over me. Way too easy to fall asleep on the couch

(7/12 10:30pm) had a nice weekend with my bf. We went to a ball last night and today I got my library card for the new county!

(7/11 noon) the horror of writing things then there always being a record of how fucking stupid you are forever

(7/8 1:30pm) also they brought back the chick at work who just totally screwed us over and walked out on us. Which Im mixed on.

(7/8 1:30pm) on my lunch break. I wish I could be sleeping like my housemates. Took a 20 min nap but it's not long enough!

(7/8/26 12:30am) had some sleepy time tea. Started reading City of Night by John Rechy. Its pretty and sad so far

(6/29 4pm) Sleepy. Dont wanna work.

(6/27/26) pride march today suckeeddddd Horrible coordination all day, clearly not FOR the community. Profit motivated pig sty

(6/24/26 3pm) is my whole life crashing down around me or is house messy...

(6/24/26 1pm) Feeling positive. Still in the ocd loops. Not sure if I should talk about it or if talking about it is reassurance seeking.

(6/23/26 11:11am) Back to work today and its always a fucking struggle to do anything. Jank set up bc my shit got broken and or lost

Last Words of a Shooting Star -Mitski https://youtu.be/aBJk6oDsulQ?is=hfT_S-mQPp3KKj_E

(6/21/26 10:19pm) cleaned my old room feeling emo. Cried to some Mitski about it

(6/21/26 10:55am) Gotta go back to the old apartment today to finish cleaning and getting stuff from the kitchen.

long day today, AC was broken but we still got some stuff done. Laying down practicing kalimba