it feels good. i do feel good. :]

i miss him so badly that i Very Honestly feel like throwing up.. . .

letchugo!

fuck off fr

completely seen.

peaceful :]]]

feeling so so so good today!!!!

almost productive. ALMOST...

woke up MURCHO again and it seems like i will stay like this for some days…

very peaceful - and glad to have the people that i have now, it's like i've been blessed after so much suffering after my father's passing..

i am so in love, it's almost embarrassing.

so, so, so in love i can barely speak anything other than his name... .. . .

should i keep this plan or not, dear lord.... . . .

feeling normal after a while, which is great :]]

slightly sleepy after a harsh day, godddd… i need things to change fast or else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kinda confused about why is everything going so wrong! still, there are some things i need to cherish rn...