Finally getting put on ADHD stims. Maybe I’ll actually become a functioning member of society now? My power level will not be suppressed.

I forget this website exists up until I have the urge to complain into a www.void. Anyway, I landed a new job handling legal documents.

Hmm. Back on Zoloft, it’s been a while. Wellbutrin 300mg -> 450mg because fuck it, that’s why. Let’s see how this goes.

Man.

HAL despawned. Luckily, nobody will miss him, and a replacement has been reverse-engineered accordingly.

If I spontaneously disappeared there would be 0 consequences all around, and that is such a wildly stimulating thought actually.

To say very little is going on in my life right now is a gross understatement, and yet I have all the mental stability of the opposite. ?

Man. I have feelings, and I would describe them as something absolutely, off-the-wall crazy, like “mildly annoyed”.

Important life update:

What is it about coding that is just so freakishly engaging? It’s impossible to tear myself away once I start. Could also just be my ADHD.

Somethin’ weird going on in my head lately.

Stomach feels bad in that imaginary sort of way.

Today was just kind of like that, I guess.

When you winning, they come back around just like a boomerang.

I don’t work hard enough for myself. And when I do, it seems to backfire in very roundabout ways. (Not a vent, just an observation.)

Can’t wait to be seeded for a div in Splatoon comp. Still putting my money on div5, lowest. My team’s kind of all over the place skill-wise.

Feel like such a loser lately. All my friends are getting their lives together and my dumbass is still collecting unemployment after layoff.

My sleep schedule is just a bunch of horseshit right now. What’s a guy got to do to get his consciousness obliterated before 3 AM.

RESEA has got to be the most embarrassingly useless waste of time ever. At least if you aren’t technologically inept, anyway.

Figures I’d activate on 4/13.