i'm less equipped than i was a year ago, i need rest but no one will grant it to me

you never really change, for better or for worse

i'm not sure what i'm going for anymore but i'm not really complaining

i'm like your pistol in your hand

so this is what it's like to have a laptop that doesn't hate you

laptop get! buttery smooth and nice to the touch

new laptop on its way! a lovely T480

no more pain

absolve

i pray for evenings when it's clear across the land

why do my friends keep hurting me

The troubles of my heart are enlarged; O bring thou me out of my distresses (Psalm 25:17)

it's really nice out but i feel like staying in to work on my site

everything feels purified when you're with someone you love

pull me out of the midden i've burrowed myself in

cleaning up my bookmarks

so achy but nonetheless happy with things right now. even though i'm a little mournful too

Everything is OK.

ahhh

God is testing me