I'm disappointed that I didn't try harder this semester.

race to the finish [finals/projects]

Thoughts continue to manifest. I thought they'd go away by now but instead they're stronger 😓

thoughts spiraling around my head like a whirlpool. gotta do something about this

sucks to be correct in my prediction that procrastination would be the enemy of my life

today brings a hollow feeling surrounding everything

sometimes it feels like I'm "all style, no substance" in more ways than one

would love to get out of this perpetual tiredness eventually

having a surge of motivation after feeling bleh. it's gonna be okay

bleh. feeling sick to my stomach

forgot how draining going to lectures were. this is gonna be a long semester

not ready for this semester to begin aaaa

been trying to speed up my drawing. feeling a bit burnt out, though

i hate driveway paving season

they say "better late than never" and yet I keep pretending like it's not past due

gonna hit the books this month if I want to get back on track for the fall

got to extinguish the fears somehow

maybe I should go back to archiving my stuff? still got some tapes to digitize

got that weird sensation like everyone is watching me. (almost like someone is trying to sell me something)

the struggle to post about myself online w/o sharing my life story