wow. getting sudden debilitating spikes of anxiety and i haven't even had to drink any coffee for them to happen

I WANT TO SLEEP GODSDAMNIT LET ME WHY DOES THE INSOMNIA HAVE TO COME BACK AGAIN TODAY OF ALL NIGHTS

sometimes you just have one of those days where you know you're gonna be playing will wood's music all day

me tired

i've felt like i've been dead and have been piloting a corpse for years now yet i still remain •✩˙.✧<i>ｓｉｌｌｙ</i>꙳˚•✯.`

ya know, turns out having some peace and quiet is nice

feeling a lot more happier

damn, i've got so much emotions cooped up inside me that it makes me contemplate calling emergency because they hurt THAT much

turns out the secret to being stable is to go back to having a crippling coffee addiction

Ho. Ly. Shit. Making everything into light mode has been a game changer and doesn't make me feel like absolute gobshit. How the fuck.

Trauma is a bitch, having triggers is a bitch, having triggers and trauma that people think are stupid is a fucking bigger bitch

write, don't write, write, don't write, write, don't write, what in the fuck is going on with everyone

"I was only looking out for you!" I'll rip your head into two if you keep that up

god i need to learn how to have a better sleep schedule

well i feel like writing a lot today

I didn't think I'd get so emotional about a webcomic where everyone wears cuteass cat heads

are we blurry? rapid-switching? both??? we've just been calling it force-swapping at this point because GOD DAMN we are all in pain from it

might do an overhaul for everyone, might implode, who knows. sometimes i look at what just got made and scream why then cry

sometimes you're a normal person one second and then you want to eviscerate your own entrails the next but anyways. craving chocolate

painpainpain. so much pain and why the horrible sugar cravings.