everything is my fault. i am the source of pain and sorrow in the universe. i should be eliminated for the betterment of humanity.

i want to crawl out of my skin

my boss stopped* calling me she/her by just...not using pronouns for me at all (*we'll see lol)

boss has been so MEAN to me lately and she apologizes but im convinced she will just give up on apologizing like she gave up on my pronouns

forgot how to draw again

using boomer emojis to establish dominance over my coworkers

tired

love how my boss has just been aggressively gossiping about me and shamelessly misgendering me to everyone...

boss's excuse for always misgendering me is that i "use too many pronouns" (he/they) ...so u decided 2 just use smth completely different??!

lol my health rapidly deteriorating throughout this work day is my divine retribution for being such an unlikeable bitch

on top of all my other stresses my boss has been pulling a fucking heel turn on me with wages and scheduling and my gender and boundaries..

i wish my s.o. wasn't so obstinate and moody w me l8ly. ive been supporting her working xtra w her hrs being cut and im so exhausted...

i found a law firm who will take my fucking disability case!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there is no hope

love how i have to pathetically crawl on my hands and knees and BEG for help from people who see me as lesser scum

looking back at my wretched day i realize the disability attorney who i spoke to today was actually being incredibly ABLEIST towards me...

im fighting so hard and the battle has been pointless from the start. i persevered against my better judgment. maybe it's time to give up...

for the longest time i just wanted to die and i feel like the moment in my adulthood i decided i wanted to live the world turned against me

i have to support myself and my gf pushing my body to its absolute limit working part time while disabled but cant get disability... kms...

well that was the second law firm i reached out to but maybe third time's the charm ;;_______;;