why are my lawyers so rude and obtuse with me ;;_____;; they clearly think im gonna lose my case but refuse to tell me ;;___;; wanna die ;-;

can clamo conquer xyr agoraphobia long enough to make it thru an interview this week and back? place your bets now

possible interview but it's a normie white woman clothing stores so they'll prob decline me based on my rough appearance

living hell living hell maybe this is hell maybe i succeeded in 2019 and this is all just my eternal punishment for the crimes of my birth

lord give me the courage to take matters into my own hands i cant keep holding out for a better tomorrow

the worst part abt being publicly humiliated at my local art supply store? out of a color... so i have to order? i want to d*e :)

im sorry rocky. i really tried. im sorry for breaking my promise. i just dont have the strength to keep fighting.

im sorry for wasting everyone's time and energy. im sorry for the food ive eaten, the water ive used, the space ive occupied

i have so many pills i can take. hell, ill take hers too. she fucking owes me

she keeps saying horrible paranoid shit and i try to calmly work her down but then she turns around and insults me and gaslights me

what if i just killed myself now instead of waiting to be denied disability

if my prev boss fucking around with my life screwed me over from disability i can't guarantee the building will still be standing by 2025

disability income requirements are ludicrous; even if i worked 40 hrs at my last job it wouldn't be a livable. last year i made 30% living

call went bad im terrified i wont get disability i cant work i cant work please i need a miracle this is my last hope before i end myself

court prep today aughhhhhhh im terrified of my upcoming hearing im gonna tHROW UP

what if i d*ed lmao wouldn't that be so silly? 🤪

i miss the walmart pharmacy in my hometown so much ugh they were the goats always so nice always prompt GOD i miss tejas

on and off my meds, on and off my meds, on and off my meds. praying i can stay on with this new pharmacy man FUCK walgreens

lmao just came out of abt 5 min of stress paralysis (paired w shoulder pain) sitting on the floor eyes drooping until my cat pawed me alert

i have less than a month left in unemployment and ive only had 3 interviews and one was publicly humiliating