i had to let you go. it was better if i did. so i can destroy my own heart for real.

you look so adorable so endearing at the beginning of february. i wish it lasted forever. i wish i could hold hands with you. and hug and st

why do children have to lose everything to gain something? that's unfair. so cruel of life.

posting every day is so hard... like i'm so forgetful and time pass by so quickly and for what

yearning...

my hands were cold and you held it. i wish i could stop thinking about it but i wished it lasted it longer and

read and drink coffee at noon and the sun comes out of the clouds just for me? as you should!

been writing poetry and hopefully i can work toward a project i always wanted to do!!!

i'm trying not to love you anymore but it's the only thing we talk about

i wanna talk to my friends about love because i'm having so much stress over it but i'm afraid of bringing bad memories to them..

it's raining but i can't look at you anymore

should i pre game or nah

so excited this week!! gonna meet with friends i've haven't seen in so long

why is love so painful but i keep thinking about it? i don't get it

happy holiday!! or christmas!!! whichever it is, i hope you have a good day!!!!!!!!!

yay starbuck solo study day!! hopefully i can work on my poems, finish a chapter or two on my independent study and stuff!!

went perfume shopping with my friend!! very fun! i miss using flowerbomb...

at the library and it's nice to see people voting

at the library and it's nice to see people voting

im bout to write bangers (of pain)