neocities what is wrong with you come back

never want to say goodbye to a dog ever again and this one wasn't even mine (he was my girlfriend's), my heart hurts

whose stupid idea was it to try and earn my phd

oops I've neglected my status updates but ya girl has been going through it... medication changes are no joke

saturday morning neocities coding is my new saturday morning cartoons and I love this for me

this med change has been killing me but I think I'm coming out the other side of it finally

you're right, matchbox 20, I'm NOT crazy but I AM just a little unwell

nothing quite like scream-singing to my y2k angst playlist at 8:59 on a saturday morning

neocities, welcome back my beloved!!!

is it too early to go to bed at 7:44pm if you're feeling depressed

📢 YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN RUNNING ALL THIS TIME 📢 SPRINTING MY WAY PAST YOUR BEDROOM 📢 LIFTING THE WEIGHT OF YOU OFF MY MIND 📢

shoutout to my mom and stepdad for changing the light bulbs in my apartment so I'm not sitting in darkness 24/7 anymore

📢 YOU'RE HAPPY NOW 📢 I'M HAPPY FOR YOU 📢 BUT I HOPE YOU SAY MY NAME IN YOUR SLEEP 📢

talk shit about my girlfriend again and I WILL go "9 drinks in at a bar in dublin" on your ass, and you don't want that bro, guaranteed

oops I forgot about updating this but uh... I made a moon voyage playlist?

📢 I'D RATHER BE HATED THAN FORGOTTEN 📢 (maisie peters gets it)

I meant talk like an old lady, but honestly, walk too

wow physiotherapy sure knocked the wind out of my sails today (I promise I'm not a boomer I just walk like an old lady)

this is not a phd account but I feel like I just had big thoughts re: my dissertation and I'm v excited by that

update: knee still hurts, grading is caught up and today is a journaling/html day, so mostly a win