oops I've neglected my status updates but ya girl has been going through it... medication changes are no joke

saturday morning neocities coding is my new saturday morning cartoons and I love this for me

this med change has been killing me but I think I'm coming out the other side of it finally

you're right, matchbox 20, I'm NOT crazy but I AM just a little unwell

nothing quite like scream-singing to my y2k angst playlist at 8:59 on a saturday morning

neocities, welcome back my beloved!!!

is it too early to go to bed at 7:44pm if you're feeling depressed

📢 YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN RUNNING ALL THIS TIME 📢 SPRINTING MY WAY PAST YOUR BEDROOM 📢 LIFTING THE WEIGHT OF YOU OFF MY MIND 📢

shoutout to my mom and stepdad for changing the light bulbs in my apartment so I'm not sitting in darkness 24/7 anymore

📢 YOU'RE HAPPY NOW 📢 I'M HAPPY FOR YOU 📢 BUT I HOPE YOU SAY MY NAME IN YOUR SLEEP 📢

talk shit about my girlfriend again and I WILL go "9 drinks in at a bar in dublin" on your ass, and you don't want that bro, guaranteed

oops I forgot about updating this but uh... I made a moon voyage playlist?

📢 I'D RATHER BE HATED THAN FORGOTTEN 📢 (maisie peters gets it)

I meant talk like an old lady, but honestly, walk too

wow physiotherapy sure knocked the wind out of my sails today (I promise I'm not a boomer I just walk like an old lady)

this is not a phd account but I feel like I just had big thoughts re: my dissertation and I'm v excited by that

update: knee still hurts, grading is caught up and today is a journaling/html day, so mostly a win

in other news: my knees hurt and I bought a 2024 hobonichi 5-year on eBay to revamp the one I butchered last summer oops

in today’s news: met up with a friend for coffee in the city and snagged tickets to see Lucy Dacus with the same friend in July 😌

feeling stressed about post-docs and the job market and that is just NOT the vibe for this Sunday evening