24hrs nonverbal listening to nothing but dick cheney, alex karp & moshe dayan interviews all day. militarist heaven: god is a defense weapon

genuinely wondering, and morbidly curious, why on earth anyone would want to have anything to do with the broader human social world

go ahead and criticize my creative neurotic output, you're just inspiring me with renewed pain and fear all over again...

new landing page... verbally assaulted by a random man while i was trying to calm my tantrumming baby & now i'm having war flashbacks

말썽 많은 김총각 모두 말을 했지만 의젓하게 훈장 달고 돌아 온 김상사 동네 사람 모여서 얼굴을 보려고 모두 다 기웃기웃 우리 아들 왔다고 춤추는 어머니 온 동네 잔치 하네

✩new blog entry: https://censorine.com/saturn/2024/11/29/phallic-penetration-into-a-physical-dimension ♡NSFW ♡18+ ♡offensively heterosexual

big update to ♥ https://censorine.com/valentine, still fixing things but wow, what a relief. . . 🛸

i had a nightmare about the css grid. i want to escape

resentful of mobile devices rn because of how confining and restrictive it is to design for them... feels like... iPrison

404-given

guardian grey aliens do not want me to be employed

Please stop being so lovable, I literally cannot take it anymore...

i don't think most people can handle broken objects very well, and that's so shocking, because the world is a very broken place!

please use the blue light of the screen to heal me of my cold virus before starting my new job tomorrow morning xo

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i just need three different secret lives, and for each to self actualize, until i integrate the trinity, someday,maybe, on my deathbed

FAT is Saturnian material, which means hydrocarbons are Saturnian by default. Next, we'll discuss moon as Saturn's servant & solar male lust

becoming a radical man-hating feminist, as god had always intended

i love possibility & chance, & i would skin myself alive just to regenerate a new body of flesh all over, again & again & again

agoraphobia was probably one of if not, the most, life-preserving decisions i ever made, and i truly regret recovering from it