having a complete mental breakdown
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ok yesterday i was being dramatic but despite knowing i was overreacting i am still heavily upset
i fucked up
i need to get better at everything RIGHT NOW
i have gotten out of bed once today. its 6pm.
obsessed with the new 8485 EP also i have clinical depre
im getting back on top of my shit, technically a bad thing but its making me feel great so idc
i have barely left my bed the past week. i am rotting
depressed again but it could be bcz i didnt take my meds this morning
i really wish i knew how to write. i hate that everything comes out like a little kid wrote it.
i have succesfully forgotten about everything that was making me depressed lately so im fine again
idk anymore. stuffs fine i guess.
car seat headrest save me. save me car seat headrest. car seat headrest. save me.
im so desperate i genuinely looked into shifting today just so i could trick myself into thinking i can go to a world where im not a dropout
dropping out of school actually has ruined my life. even my therapist admits i will never be on the same level as other people. i hate this.
ok i think im done being depressed now
i feel like shit pt 2
153 scrobbles in one day and every single one of them was csh
i feel like shiiiiiiit