my narc dad deciding to stonewall me because i couldn't help him once out of the many times i already have.. 🆗

i'm alive wow

awake since 9:30 pm yesterday... it's 4:22 pm now and i still have to be awake for another 7 hours. help.

happy for the deltarune fandom rn :3 ♡

silencing myself has been the ultimate disservice on my nervous system. never again.

lately, if i'm not doing anything that contributes to my future self, i want nothing to do with it. i dunno. i kinda love it.

i guess i like learning lessons all the hard way, it take every ounce of еffort just to parlay

all my games suck lately. i'm never on them for longer than 10 seconds either. do i.. prefer grass now?

healing isn't linear

can't believe i would ever like The Incredibles. haven't seen it since i was a kid but i got such bad vibes afterward.. ugh

i can't wait to start over in my life and buy new furniture. furniture you've never seen, known of, or have touched.

i will find my way from you like flowers from a tomb

today was weird and i'm in my feelings about certain things and people, but at least i have bagel bites.

SONIANDSMI OMGOODNESS

i love you forever, not maybe.

"as for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good"

it's something like a daydream, but i feel so seen in the night

emotionally immature people always need the last word.

rebecca black and justin bieber didn't deserve the bullying they went through back then.

♡꒰ᵕ˕ᵕ⑅꒱ i love my mom so much. i'm grateful for our relationship