i'm back from my vacation with new eyes. WOW. thank the Lord for this newfound hope in my heart and for my future.

it's crazy how adrenaline and cortisol can make you feel so full. i could go for days without eating because of it.

my narc dad deciding to go no contact on me because i couldn't help him once out of the many times i already have.. 🆗

i'm alive wow

awake since 9:30 pm yesterday... it's 4:22 pm now and i still have to be awake for another 7 hours. help.

happy for the deltarune fandom rn :3 ♡

silencing myself has been the ultimate disservice on my nervous system. never again.

58 days til vacation!

lately, if i'm not doing anything that contributes to my future self, i want nothing to do with it. i dunno. i kinda love it.

i guess i like learning lessons all the hard way, it take every ounce of еffort just to parlay

all my games suck lately. i'm never on them for longer than 10 seconds either. do i.. prefer grass now?

healing isn't linear

can't believe i would ever like The Incredibles. haven't seen it since i was a kid but i got such bad vibes afterward.. ugh

i can't wait to start over in my life and buy new furniture. furniture you've never seen, known of, or have touched.

i will find my way from you like flowers from a tomb

today was weird and i'm in my feelings about certain things and people, but at least i have bagel bites.

SONIANDSMI OMG

i love you forever, not maybe.

"as for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good"

it's something like a daydream, but i feel so seen in the night