um its kind of a lot /ref

one day i won't be sleeping half a day and spend another half just laying in bed, and then unable to fall asleep at night

made pizza. it's half burnt. maybe i shouldn't be allowed to cook

im not feeling depressed! (for now... /ref)

ate the rest of burnt (now also dry) cookies while re-watching melody nosurname videos. great time

nan just said "you need to step over your fear" and like. so true. but also i wanna cry bcs of my mental state and anxiety

got on vc with a friend and we played something and i feel a little better (i also won the second time with the score 4:5)

new jash! as ralatable as always

i feel insane /neg

oh i do i beg my legs to take me much father than they were meant to? i want too much, i never listen when my body says it's had enough /lyr

cycling sounds kinda fun idk

i really should not do that maaan i'm felling uhguhughurgh i should sleep

"normal" is an overstatement actually, i am insane. and not sleeping tonight doesn't help lol

it's so weird to feel normal again

Oh why do I beg my legs to take me Much farther than they were meant to? /lyr (PIN-EYE YAAAAY!!!)

nan deadass thinks i cut my hair bcs i couldn't undo the afro braids lmao

i was so bored and depressed i ended up watching mcyt and i kinda feel better lol

there's still n water in tap

dont cry i am just a freak

gender fluid? gender swimming? gender DROWNED!