i'm so thankful for Merlin being there when I feel like this

it's not a good way of thinking and i shouldn't say that, i need to get it together

it took less than a week for my depression to return. i want to die again. i know i can't, but i want to.

finding super cute sozai websites only to find out most of their graphics weren't archived is such a bummer

making a gallery is too damn hard so i'll focus on remaking my diary/blog and tweaking the index for fall

D introduced me to Akiakane's cover of Sleeping Beauty and i love love it but it makes me so sad

It was so awesomesauce epicsauce I love lolita

THE TEA PARTY WAS SO AWESOME AAAAAAA

WTF do you mean Tim Curry dies the day after Dolly Parton dies? What the hell????

4 ppl came by to say hi today so we ended talking for like 4-5h on his floor then i went home so i could work on my website before bedtime

D gave me a haircut today and I feel a lot better ♥ yay!!

staying alive takes a lot of energy so i'll sleep early tonight and NOT take my DS in bed

i had big plans for my website this month but depression keeps getting in the way

i played cooking mama hobbies and fun for 4 hours straight and ate cookies *_*

nothing beat being in a room full of screaming nerds who sing with all their heart, it's so heartwarming. JIBUN WOOOO ♪

i often feel homesick for a place that i don't know to the point of tears, it's very silly but i keep feeling that way.

i finally took care of that one task that i had been putting off for weeks and i feel so accomplished today is gonna be good.

i also made a new layout for the "happy page" i kinda abandoned, so that's another thing i wanna revive

i can't wait to finish my gallery and upload all my camera pictures on there, then i can remake my diary/blog!

woops...i stayed playing dressup games too late again