my brain feels like swiss cheese because of grief but i really wanna update my website for december

i spent my afternoon adventuring through the uni's old closed off basement rooms with my friend, it was dark and rly wet

got jumpscared by a frederica bernkastel cosplay listed on lacemarket

the pharmacy sent me diaper cream instead of a face cream and they told me to keep it lmao what am i gonna do with this?

i miss my dog so much i can't code properly tonight. Knowing i'll never see him again is the hardest part

men become the biggest haters when they see a girl having fun it's unreal

you know you're back in a fandom when you watch 3 hours of theories and start nodding and "hmm"-ing seriously to them (yes it's deltarune)

i just had the biggest pb&j sandwich i'm so full of bread...yum

i hate Christmas a bit less because Noelle Holiday exists

people saying "oh" and "that's not" seriously piss me off

wahhh i'm so lazy...all i want to do is look at images on tumblr and flickr and play animal crossing new leaf...

i refuse to interact with them because they're super annoying and haven't fully developed their prefrontal cortex yet

the cult-like devotion and parasocial relationship "stans" have with pop stars should be studied.

i've been wearing mori here and there the last few years but i have become seriously addicted to it, it's essentially my daily wear now.

i lost my umamusu account i hate it here

the pretty autumn colors are starting to wear off and everything is grey, i hate hate winter

people are seriously still doing chris chan cosplays in current year?

if i woke up as a guy tomorrow i'd really freak out then once i'm calm i'd go put on eyeliner and dark eye shadow

reading "my lovesick life as a 90s otaku" and constantly saying "それそれ! わかる!"

i'm playing the yume nikki ps1 demo rn and it's so awesome??? wowowow