forgot March could be this good :,)

yeahhh please don't worry about it that's exactly what i want (fingers crossed behind my back so hard)

laundry vs early night.....hm.........(has already made up his mind).......

well yeah i have 3 assignments, 2 books to read, painting to do, WIPs to work on, lyrics to write, music to play, laundry to do,,,,,

so the plan for thursday to maximise vibes is to be staying sober until i let them get me drunk... i mean what a way to go about it

moving from imagining making out to remembering making out is a beautiful transition but either way i can't fuckin concentrate lmao

insane how i miss him after 2 days.. down so bad lmao

well if the haircut isn't great tomorrow can it at least be good for the date on sunday :)

maybe the key to doing anxiety-inducing things is to schedule them in between two calm things.. updates pending

if i don't kiss them soon i actually might go insane

i cannot believe i got 7 hours of solid sleep after that monster in the state i'm in right now LMAO

i think i got enough sleep to be potentially being gay tonight lets gooooo

i haaaaaate when i can't tell if people like me or not like?? is this reciprocal or do i need to tone it down?? can i have a clue at least??

fuck you i WILL go out for drinks with him it is going to happen even if i'm on the verge of death

the real enemy of digital minimalism is having a crush on a guy who messages you exclusively on instagram

this cough is actively impeding my ability to be gay at this point fuck you cough

officially on my third guy of this academic year (???) ... third time lucky? lmao

the urge to just put talk talk charli xcx on my story and hope he gets the message is real

im gonna library SO HARD next year!!!!!

i think every time i have a mental health crisis i should make plans for what i will do in the next one. thank you for the help september me