bought my beads now i can be at peace

experiencing the Rage once more actually fuck this so much but goddamnit i need fucking money (starts screaming)

Realising regardless of what happens what has happened before will be happening again

got a potential employers email address wrong 3 TIMES IN A ROW. this is why im still unemployed

I neeeeed my hair to be longer right nowwww

I love thoroughly reading emails from hiring managers and job applications I am always doing this

AHHHHH UNEMPLOYMENT HELL WHY IS NO ONE RESPONDING TO ME

resting in summer. remembering to breathe & slow right down. one day we'll start again <3

daydreaming abt september again. summer's only just started god bless

COMPLETELY forgot abt my website. oh dear

ugh I forgot how gruelling the growing into a haircut phase is

After all that I got an A????????!!!!!

Well I loved mass but if the church could like stop being in a scandal that'd be great

Sometimes you just gotta get really drunk and let everything work itself out

FOUND MY DREAM SUMMER JOB I JUST HAVE TO DO A FUCKING GRUELLING VIDEO INTERVIEW TO GET IT

Happy I still am not entirely sure what's going on with my gender just more actively now

What if I start crying and screaming and throwing things what then (job hunting is going well)

Burgandy shirt <33

one day I stg it'll just be 'I Killed Someone For You' on the notes or smth and I'll just be like. ok thanks for staying in touch!

Now who said I can't be as chaotic as them