welp. joined the anti-depressant gang. please for the love of god, do SOMETHING. PLEASE.

post-concert depression fucking sucks... it might just be morphing into general depression atp

All the astrological/ seasonal changes this month are A LOT, but very much in a darkest-night-before-the-dawn kind of way

trying to replace the skinner box feels like the only way to break the spell at this point

who has two thumbs and is seeing TØP two nights in a row? THIS GAL!

spontaneously submitted a poem for a public art contest and trying to not think too much about the result (I want it BAD)

I want to be wasting time better.

ok, Ive seen ppl post about new TØP & DJO albums separately, but I'm here reppin both. Needless to say, last night was so overwhelming

why is it so difficult to cancel anything now? Like I just want to cancel my appointment, why do we have to play 20 questions???

why the fuck did I re-download insta? such a mistake.

when one of your flare ups rears its ugly head at work, and it's a sharp sensation in your glute. One might say, a literal pain in your ass.

"Can only go up from here"

daydreaming about live-action harlivy

happily eating tiny tom donuts from the cne, iykyk

fan expo and mcr concert this past weekend completely wiped me out, yet I feel better than I have in months gahhhhh

forgot to square off my fabric pieces before I cut so they're gonna be shorter fml

enforcing boundaries and not defaulting to being "useful" is fucking hard

good food with good friends and summer drives...doesn't get much better than that.

"Anything's cool if it's done with heart"

IFS parts work is the shit. Nothing has helped me more with my mental health and emotional well being.