alexflowers

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Homepage
http://alex.nekoweb.org
About

(25yo, they/he)

hello!!

i'm just another guy who likes to code & has very bad social skills.

i struggle with dissociation. i'm learning how to respect my own boundaries.


here you can stalk me plenty, because i talk a lot about small things i do throughout my day!

please feel free to leave a message on my atabook

thanks for passing by!

✏️ posting since nov/2024

Statuses

alexflowers ❄️ 401 days ago

thermal comfort inside my room! sadly i have to leave soon

alexflowers 😴 401 days ago

THANK YOU GOOGLE FOR LIMITING GROUP CALLS DURATION. I COULDN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. i need to REST

alexflowers 💻 402 days ago

meeting timeee... wish me luck. i want this to be over already

alexflowers 🥱 402 days ago

going home.. still got a meeting to go to

alexflowers 🚄 402 days ago

made some changes on my website. going to work now!

alexflowers 🥳 402 days ago

i did not get the job! thankfully. i was worried about it taking up my time and not paying me enough. i'm less stressed now.

alexflowers 💀 402 days ago

i wish i could cry but my body won't let me. stupid and expensive testosterone

alexflowers 🌧️ 402 days ago

i don't know the best word for what i'm feeling. just bad. awful. useless. like i am not getting anywhere i want to be. like i'm hopeless.

alexflowers 💔 403 days ago

working on my site. slow progress. feeling frustrated, sad, angry, hopeless. i don't believe in my skills. i feel useless.

alexflowers 💀 403 days ago

i did not have much time to work on my site. this is so fucking frustrating. going to bed now. i hate feeling like i don't have enough time.

alexflowers 😴 404 days ago

i'm so tired... spent the entire afternoon doing house chores. i'm finally going to work on some coding... hopefully it will cheer me up

alexflowers ☀️ 404 days ago

good morning! lots of stuff to do today. i'm gonna make a list and get started ^_^

alexflowers 🥰 404 days ago

thankfully i was able to fix a huge bug at work today! excited to work on my nekoweb this weekend \o/

alexflowers 💻 405 days ago

still anxious about that job interview, but trying to distract myself for now! working on my veganism webpage and some bugfixes at work

alexflowers ✏️ 406 days ago

i'm thinking of writing down every setback in my vegan diet. i feel guilty whenever it happens, but pinpointing could help avoiding another1

alexflowers 🤔 406 days ago

i don't give a shit about the master's program anymore. but i did have an interview for a new job and i'm anxious

alexflowers 🥰 406 days ago

i had a panic attack because my room is a huge mess, then i found some pretty good metal shelves online! i'm gonna buy it tomorrow. excited!

alexflowers 🙃 408 days ago

i didn't pass 😬😬😬 not sure how i feel about that. lol

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