Scalp picking and more back, shoulder and LEGS pain! Woohoo, so cool!! /s
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
I'm currently mentally unstable due school burnout & pressure, lack of social skills, a few personal family issues and weight dysphoria; taking meds to recover right now...
I have AuDHD (low to moderate support), ODD, seeking for POCD/OCD subtype(s) and Social Anxiety/Paranoid Personality (and/or other anxiety disorder) diagnosis, and a few of selfdiagnosis (selective migraines). My MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my special interests. I LOVE purple and black as well!!
My religion is deism, so I may look hopeless sometimes, because I don't believe in miracles (no blind faith) nor dogmatic; however, I am Christian-aligned in certain parts (like love, compassion and humility); I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
Also, I'm mainly omni-berrisexual/Laurian, aego and fictosexual, tomboy (Feminine In Nature folk with masculine traits), selective Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt, Edd and cats are my kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil, I'm frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to stranger/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I strongly support PLUR; be free, be happy. Stay cringe.
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT INCLUDING SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
Statuses
I want to punch my face, my mum can't let me alone at house without her..... I CAN BE AUTISTIC, BUT I'M NOT SUICIDAL NOR R*****ED, BRO....
I'm back... So knackered, this backpack is kinda heavy...
MY GRANDMA CAME, YIPPEE!!
My grandma will bring me back to my house, my mum is not responding. She's coming fast, 'cause my cousin is sleeping and she is concerned.
I voice called my grandma, because my mum didn't picked up my 2/3 attempts. Still waiting.
I've vented to my classmate and he just listened, in silent. Guess I've nagged him with this... Anyways, I texted to my mum, I'm still here.
"are you texting, [my name]?" - "yes". H-hm, yeah, I'm texting to someone important. I'm actually just ranting about y'all, hahah. /s
Fuck, it was false alarm... My classmate was at secretary, he told me it has no class today. Fucking bitch ass school, I came for nothing...
Going to suffer at school rn. Going through the secretary, 'cause I'm late again. Toodles. UvU (13:42)
I've been barely eating well... As always. Skipping dinner, just eating sweets, popcorn or both. I'll never become chubby if I keep it... :/
This is so fucking tiring... I'm just being overloaded and overloading myself. I'm really useless even to help myself.
A Lolita descansando perto de mim me deixa meio calma... Até minha mãe me apressar pra eu ir pra escola.
That's so upset, I have school today-.... *holding tears*
I would like to vent here, but they're so heavy that I just don't have courage to.
Por favor, socorro. Eu não quero existir.
Tomei meu remédio. :)
Listening to ASMR while coding... M-hm. U.U
Ah, ela apareceu-
A Lolita tá miando de algum lugar que eu não sei onde é... Que estranho.