1120sakimura 🌧️ 150 days ago
I'm crying. She's being so mean at me... I wanna kill myself (/nsrs), to isolate from everyone. I wanted to go, not anymore.
1120sakimura
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
Currently mentally unstable due school burnout/pressure, lack of social skills, personal family issues, weight dysphoria and severe low self-steem; taking meds to recover...
I have 1~2 AuDHD, ODD, seeking for OCD diagnosis and self-diagnosed GAD/Social Anxiety, including selective migraines. My current MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my main special interests. I LOVE purple, black and Tord as well!!
I am also a Christian-aligned deist, so my beliefs and stances are very atypical. I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
I'm lightshipper (comship, but unharmful) anti-profic, berrisexual/Laurian, aegosexual and semifictosexual, tomboy (girl with masculine traits), selective sharing Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt and Edd are my main kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil and frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to strangers/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT ABOUT REALLY SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
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1120sakimura 🌧️ 150 days ago
My mum threated me of strap me if I don't opt out going to the session today. I have no choice. I'm almost tearing up. /srs
1120sakimura ☀️ 150 days ago
Today will be my first psychologist session... I'm so fucking scared.... (08:56)
1120sakimura 💤 150 days ago
Minha vó acordou. Vou ir dormir logo. Fiquei até tarde pra usar o banheiro. Boa noite, galera. As luzes tão me fazendo perder sono. (00:41)
1120sakimura 🙂 150 days ago
Já são 00:33 e eu pesquisando por nenhuma razão sobre omegaverse... Ignorando a parte do cio e o MPREG, soa interessante as hierarquias.
1120sakimura 🙂 151 days ago
A escola tá começando nem a me deixar com crise, tá me esgotando mentalmente... Nem vontade de mexer no celular eu tô sentindo mais. (17:06)
1120sakimura 🙂 151 days ago
Vou ir pra escola, tchau. (13:45)
1120sakimura 🙂 151 days ago
I've got a fucking long bath. I couldn't take my med in time, just now.... My Ritalin won't handle this shit. (12:01)
1120sakimura ☀️ 151 days ago
I've lost my sleep. I've dreamed about MLP base templates for download and... Tord's dub in "The End". I agree with what I dreamed. (07:20)
1120sakimura 💤 151 days ago
Vou dormir. Bye bye, galera. Tô feliz de saber que uma galera gostou dos meus xenos de Eddsworld no Pinterest. :D (23:52)
1120sakimura 🙂 152 days ago
Tomei meu remédio. :) (11:08)
1120sakimura ☀️ 152 days ago
Good morning! I weirdly had a dream about guessing songs by its start. Major was from Tord FNF mod. I don't get it. (09:39)
1120sakimura 💤 152 days ago
Vou dormir, boa noite. :D (23:44)
1120sakimura 🍕 153 days ago
Yum yum, esfirrinha de chocolate...
1120sakimura 🙂 153 days ago
I've took my med... What a cool water... (11:01)
1120sakimura ☀️ 153 days ago
Good morning. I had a weird dream about a Sonic.exe game and another weird stuff. It's a dream, 0 big deal here. (09:56)
1120sakimura 💤 153 days ago
Vou dormir. Boa noite, galera. (00:50)
1120sakimura 🙂 154 days ago
Esses dias estiveram sendo tão frios... Essa escola é tão fria quanto o clima atual. http://cutly.in/j75tZn gato me deixa tão feliz. (17:51)
1120sakimura 🙂 154 days ago
Vou indo pra escola, falou galera. (12:54)
1120sakimura 🙂 154 days ago
I've took my remedy. :) (10:33)