I'm in my second week taking sertraline, I hope my life gets better, with no more crisis for me at school... Since 15 days, let's wait more.
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
I'm currently mentally unstable due school burnout & pressure, lack of social skills, a few personal family issues and weight dysphoria; taking meds to recover right now...
I have AuDHD (low to moderate support), ODD, seeking for POCD/OCD subtype(s) and Social Anxiety/Paranoid Personality (and/or other anxiety disorder) diagnosis, and a few of selfdiagnosis (selective migraines). My MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my special interests. I LOVE purple and black as well!!
My religion is deism, so I may look hopeless sometimes, because I don't believe in miracles (no blind faith) nor dogmatic; however, I am Christian-aligned in certain parts (like love, compassion and humility); I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
Also, I'm mainly omni-berrisexual/Laurian, aego and fictosexual, tomboy (Feminine In Nature folk with masculine traits), selective Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt, Edd and cats are my kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil, I'm frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to stranger/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I strongly support PLUR; be free, be happy. Stay cringe.
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT INCLUDING SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
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These meals I eat everyday makes me temporary gassy, heheh lol. /pos
I ate my risotto! 😋
Do otherhearted folks have shifts or phantom limbs? /genq
No more music for now, using these wireless earphones kinda sucks because it doesn't get stuck in my ear properly. XP
The Lobotomy (from Maebi) gives me a so melancholic vibe, but still... Comforting. I don't know how to explain how I feel listening to this.
Just took my med! ^^
I'm hungry... 😓
Good morning! (08:58) I've just awake at ~08:30, but I was at the bathroom doing... Stuff, alone... Heh, however, I'm going fine now!
Going to sleep, perfectionism just attacked and I'm still solving the Rentry 'cause of it. Oyasumi, everyone. <3 /p (23:41)
Just randomly remembered that I loved to watch Kooki's Crafty Show because I thought she was a fox, not a red panda. I used to like though.
Damn, guess my Rentry is going pretty swell!! 🔥😈
These thunders are scaring me a bit...
Guess I'm learning to tolerate some cats' bites. :D
I've been here for 11 days, that's even impressive to myself!!
When I think I've finished something, my brain just says "guess that thing will stay good here. I don't know what it is, I'll endless find".
I took my med for now! Ritalin only at school days! ^^
Making a cat purring of comfort in one sitting is the happiest moment you can make in your life.
Good morning... Feeling sleepy, my grandma needs to make a medical exam and she also needed to awake me earlier. (07:44)
Guess I'll sleep right now. Feeling kinda sleepy and my eyes are tired. Good night. (23:38)