My dad just jumpscared me so bad that I just shouted... I kissed his cheek indifferently with a null stare. I'm still like that, hate this..
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
I'm currently mentally unstable due school burnout & pressure, lack of social skills, a few personal family issues and weight dysphoria; taking meds to recover right now...
I have AuDHD (low to moderate support), ODD, seeking for POCD/OCD subtype(s) and Social Anxiety/Paranoid Personality (and/or other anxiety disorder) diagnosis, and a few of selfdiagnosis (selective migraines). My MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my special interests. I LOVE purple and black as well!!
My religion is deism, so I may look hopeless sometimes, because I don't believe in miracles (no blind faith) nor dogmatic; however, I am Christian-aligned in certain parts (like love, compassion and humility); I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
Also, I'm mainly omni-berrisexual/Laurian, aego and fictosexual, tomboy (Feminine In Nature folk with masculine traits), selective Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt, Edd and cats are my kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil, I'm frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to stranger/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I strongly support PLUR; be free, be happy. Stay cringe.
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT INCLUDING SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
Statuses
I didn't ate nothing yet... Nothing... Only water and a chocolate drink. I'm gonna eat a mortadella bun right now. I've got a shower aswell.
Just took my med... What a terrible taste.
Sushi is so happy to see me! He's snuggling and rubbing me everywhere and following me, lol!
The good thing about following JP folks on Twitter is they like yapping random things, so I can train my knowledge in the ideograms! Me fr.
Good morning!! ^^ (09:07)
Still finishing my Rentry, blheeeh.... Welp, I'm going to sleep. Good night, everyone. ^^ (23:56)
Don't want to spoiler a lot, but... https://i.postimg.cc/Y0WSFKTQ/Screenshot-20250420-221903.png That's how my Rentry is going. 😃 (crappy!)
I'm kinda scared of disclosing my Rentry, when I finish... Anyways, I'll try to forget it and to keep solving.
I bought a Kopenhagen Cat's Tongue for ~R$200... So delicious, but so expensive... I'll give 9/10 (10 if it was cheap). Milk choco is GOAT!
Chokoreeto jikandesu!! ^^
I'm in my second week taking sertraline, I hope my life gets better, with no more crisis for me at school... Since 15 days, let's wait more.
These meals I eat everyday makes me temporary gassy, heheh lol. /pos
I ate my risotto! 😋
Do otherhearted folks have shifts or phantom limbs? /genq
No more music for now, using these wireless earphones kinda sucks because it doesn't get stuck in my ear properly. XP
The Lobotomy (from Maebi) gives me a so melancholic vibe, but still... Comforting. I don't know how to explain how I feel listening to this.
Just took my med! ^^
I'm hungry... 😓
Good morning! (08:58) I've just awake at ~08:30, but I was at the bathroom doing... Stuff, alone... Heh, however, I'm going fine now!