I've been barely eating well... As always. Skipping dinner, just eating sweets, popcorn or both. I'll never become chubby if I keep it... :/
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
Currently mentally unstable due school burnout/pressure, lack of social skills, personal family issues, weight dysphoria and severe low self-steem; taking meds to recover...
I have 1~2 AuDHD, ODD, seeking for OCD diagnosis and self-diagnosed GAD/Social Anxiety, including selective migraines. My current MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my main special interests. I LOVE purple, black and Tord as well!!
I am also a Christian-aligned deist, so my beliefs and stances are very atypical. I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
I'm lightshipper (comship, but unharmful) anti-profic, berrisexual/Laurian, aegosexual and semifictosexual, tomboy (girl with masculine traits), selective sharing Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt and Edd are my main kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil and frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to strangers/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT ABOUT REALLY SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
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This is so fucking tiring... I'm just being overloaded and overloading myself. I'm really useless even to help myself.
A Lolita descansando perto de mim me deixa meio calma... Até minha mãe me apressar pra eu ir pra escola.
That's so upset, I have school today-.... *holding tears*
I would like to vent here, but they're so heavy that I just don't have courage to.
Por favor, socorro. Eu não quero existir.
Tomei meu remédio. :)
Listening to ASMR while coding... M-hm. U.U
Ah, ela apareceu-
A Lolita tá miando de algum lugar que eu não sei onde é... Que estranho.
Good morning~! (09:23)
I did not finished yet... :/ whatever, I'm going to sleep. I'll spoiler some screenshots tomorrow, I guess. Oyasumi, everyone. UnU (23:57)
Fui comprar doce na quitanda e um cliente pagou por mim... Fiquei com mó vergonha, porque foi 2 Hershey's e 2 Doritos, mó caro-
I'll need to solve a problem with the screen. Then for it, turning on the "desktop version" to use it it's necessary. Viewport sucks. 🥲
Well... Let's coding.
Guess I'll exchange my hyperfocus to MPS itself. I'll take care of my dragons after. I must do something productive.
I'm feeling a smell... Guess it's the "changing hyperfocus because it's not stimulating for me and I can't do anything anymore". Here we go.
That's probably gonna be the warning page. I'll solve the main page soon.
Welp, I made a sample test. Guess the layout would look something like this: https://i.postimg.cc/5yV9Gb3p/Untitled673-20250415160735.png
MALDITA PROCRASTINAÇÃO, NÃO FIZ NADA-