1120sakimura 🍱 130 days ago
I'll do coping, so I can eat faster I guess. Anyways, that selfgrounding I did was good but bad. But I deserved this shit. I'll eat. (21:45)
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
Currently mentally unstable due school burnout/pressure, lack of social skills, personal family issues, weight dysphoria and severe low self-steem; taking meds to recover...
I have 1~2 AuDHD, ODD, seeking for OCD diagnosis and self-diagnosed GAD/Social Anxiety, including selective migraines. My current MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my main special interests. I LOVE purple, black and Tord as well!!
I am also a Christian-aligned deist, so my beliefs and stances are very atypical. I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
I'm lightshipper (comship, but unharmful) anti-profic, berrisexual/Laurian, aegosexual and semifictosexual, tomboy (girl with masculine traits), selective sharing Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt and Edd are my main kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil and frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to strangers/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT ABOUT REALLY SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
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1120sakimura 🌧️ 130 days ago
I deserve being punished, and I'm doing by myself. I'm a stupid dyke and I just manipulate. I'm a monster, wanna suffer in hell. I hate me.
1120sakimura 🙂 130 days ago
My head kinda hurts...
1120sakimura 🌧️ 130 days ago
Quanto mais minha mãe pensa que eu tô pirraçando, mais eu sinto vontade de cometer masoquismo. É tão bom ver eu me fudendo por minha culpa.
1120sakimura 🌧️ 130 days ago
Minha mãe acha que tô pirraçando. Eu só queria meu cuscuz, e você não fez. Então não quero comer mais nada, foda-se a fome que tô sentindo.
1120sakimura 😡 130 days ago
My mum said if I wanted that she could to heat my couscous. I don't fucking want anymore, you've preferred the bath than me, so no more. >:/
1120sakimura 🙂 130 days ago
Vou jantar lá pras 21:00. Eu só comi meu cuscuz antes de ir pra escola, não comi mais nada desde então. E vou ficar assim até às 21:00.
1120sakimura 😡 130 days ago
A minha mãe preferiu tomar o banho dela do que fazer um cuscuz pra mim... Não vou comer esse risoto, prefiro passar fome mesmo. Vou guardar.
1120sakimura 🙂 130 days ago
Needed to call my mum again... I hate you, stupid fucking cramps... (14:50)
1120sakimura 🌧️ 130 days ago
Puta que pariu... Cólica desgraça, como eu te odeio... Dá vontade de arrancar o útero fora, vai se fuder... Ugh...
1120sakimura 🙂 130 days ago
Took my Ritalin, going to school. Toodles, everyone. <3 (13:50)
1120sakimura ❤️ 130 days ago
O Sushi me deixa tão feliz.
1120sakimura 🙂 130 days ago
Just took my med! (11:02)
1120sakimura ☀️ 130 days ago
Good morning~! (10:05)
1120sakimura 💤 131 days ago
I'm going to sleep... I've ate a delicious popcorn and I'm just full. Welp, good night, everyone! <3 (00:15)
1120sakimura 🌈 131 days ago
Feeling better, amen... Anyways, I've did more structures at Pony Town! :3 now I did a well, a bedroom & a kitchen! http://cutly.in/CthW84
1120sakimura 🙂 131 days ago
Tomei minha sertralina. Terceira semana já tomando. 😌 (11:43)
1120sakimura 🌧️ 131 days ago
Cólica maldita... Como queima..... *choro* É como se minhas trompas ardessem... Isso dói tanto... Tanta dor... Arranque meu útero logo......
1120sakimura ☀️ 132 days ago
Fui tomar remédio pra cólica, e... Que gosto horrível... Eu cheguei a ficar me remexendo na cama de agonia... QUE GOSTO RUIM- (09:21)
1120sakimura 💤 132 days ago
I'm going to sleep... Good night, everyone! (00:05)