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i am the bad dream that he wants to forget . i was a bad dream . is there anything good about me? am i only capable of being something people want to run away from? am i only capable of being something that nobody wants? am i ever going to be able to love and be loved back, from the only person i want it from? why am i only capable of being a failure? i can't live this life if it isn't beside the one person i love. what is the point of medication and therapy if i still want to die?