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when i got home from work yesterday, i pulled out the bag of his clothes that i still have. as i had stated in my last update, i had planned on sleeping in his hoodie last night. but i could barely hold it in my hands without crying, so i tucked it back in to the bag and stored it in the closet again. i just miss him so much. i hate how alone i am in my despair. i'm not waiting for anything, he's not going to turn around and come back, but i still miss him more than anything..