ive grown so used to how my life is now through these past 5 years that i dont know if i'll even like it when it 'gets better'

theres another universe where im Yin and my favourite colour is blue and First's is red😛

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why did spotify say "age is just a number" in the Wrapped... i think i have to block them man........

i am actually getting sad seeing people who are allowed to draw on the walls of their house. Why cant i have that

bonnie bunny x chica chicken wholesome fluff 20min read 2018

expl0de is replacing our sadness with aggression again and im not sure how to feel about that but i hope we dont turn into a jerk

i need christmas to get its ass over here so i can forget about my problems for a day

i dont know how i feel right now

in order to get better you have to want to get better....😒

No longer eating food

nothing

forcing myself to go on my pc. Depression cannot beat me i must live to 18

Today i felt peckish so i ate milk and cookies

i couldnt get enough sleep last night again. preparing for possible punishment

Time to make a duo with lore that makes even me cry ;p

ok i think i just have a general thing for disembodied narrator and guide voices

urgh https://www.bandlab.com/post/bd0affbd-bbc8-f011-8196-000d3a96100f

im losing track of time and it all feels like a long out-of-tune piano smash

I don't feel so good