i'm getting an ipad for my birthday(8 days)! i'm trying to be happy, even though good things happening makes me feel sick. :(

i got a butter squishhhhy

mindset SWITCH... even if my abuser always comes back... its worth it to enjoy and cherish the time i have without him...

*is a creep(in a cute way)*

even when im happy, i still feel empty inside, having happy moments is useless because He always comes back eventually

auuugh i got kinger and caine plushies &d theyre so CUTE

i love you mr grinwell...

i was just hungy :3

as someone whos been in the shit for 9 years i can confidently say it does not get better

the backrooms movie is AMZAZING!! the 'eating' part grossed me out thoughhh LMAO

today i realise i genuinely cannot give a shit abt ppl... even if i really want to feel empathy for anyone i cannot. I feel it for tech tho

i made another moe drawing.. im starting to really enjoy this

du bist gut genuuuuuug

im trying my first proper moe-style drawing! its fun, but.. ive been at it for 11 hours now... (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

it's hopeless, isn't it?

a nap inside headspace would do wonders for me... i wish i wasnt constantly stuck in front...

i bought a robot bodysuit to wear clothes over so i dont have to see this weird organic skin... i look very cute... i am a very cute robot

we're getting PIZZA!!!!

Cheeseburger ingredients

its ok its ok its ok its ok its ok its ok its ok its ok